Some victories- some avarice only satisfies in the moment, but the amusement only lasts until it's over, forcing us to go and seek another hollow ascendence. Whether it's drugs or sex or being a workaholic or money hungry or any number of hidden/ selfish desires, they always seem to escalate. For me, I will never look at my Snickers and have a "What am I DOING to myself??" Moment. It's a cycle of comfort, much as the drugs for a stoner and the sex for any number of people- the warmth in the moment of peace and belonging. There is no need to remind us the actions are harmful, deep down we already know. The balance due seems worth the reward in the moment.
You don't need to be bipolar to identify with that.
I feel like the identification of a behavior is enough reason to change it. Acknowledging the consequences show that it has been given thought, and the risk is worthwhile to the individual. The freedom of choice allows us to make the decision, even to the perceived detriment of everyone. When it gets to the point that the individual wishes to change, they will. Every drunk must have their drink, and if you rip it out of their hands, it becomes a power struggle.
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