Self is Sacrificing

I'm losing my hair in the sink;

I have lost my friends to honesty;

I have lost my will to carry on

A time or two in this epic,

But somehow, no matter the loss

I have always been able to

Find myself beneath the rubble.

I have taken things for granted;

I have realized others good deeds

In a future moment of reflection;

I have been caught looking

Behind when fortune lie in my future,

Yet I have never lost the feeling

Of absolute blessing and euphoria

That came with your unveiling.

I've yearned a million beginnings;

I've recycled a plethora of deaths;

I have listed beyond compare,

And still, I could never want

Anything with you here to provide.

Your gifts exceed my scope of sense

And satiate my soulful sanctity of solace.

I move slowly in comparison to memory;

I hurt more then my body once allowed;

I have left my innocence in my wake,

However, I now glow with the 

Wisdom that comes in time

And smile with the warmth

That comes from truly being loved.